dude,

keeping up with two blogs is awfully difficult >.< i'll try to make my way over hither every once ina while. sorry, i've been on tumblr lately cus that's where the cool kids reside :P hahahaha! sike! but yeah, it's just easier to access their blogs through there. so yeah.. & there was an app for it for my phone hahahaha. lalala

wooooo!

it's been a good like what? two meets with sun & i'm already getting darker?! GOOOD SHIT! i'm so excited :P good job chelsea. soon you're gonna be as dark as vg HAHAHAHAHA! so yeah. man, i wanna do something to my bloggy but idk what to do with it. it's just so boringgg. i need a way to spice it up ;) until then, this'll do. anyways... i wish i was one of those people that like never use the computer but i'm just so addicted :-/ it kinda sucks. whatever. i'll work on it... slowly but surely :)... hopefully. hahahaha. i wish i was more focused on school dude. then i probably wouldn't have to worry about my grades. seriously, i never do my homework. idk how i get along sometimes.

it's been a while

since i've posted some pictures! :) nooo lie, i missed parties with my SH girls. sh parties > westmoor parties... JUUUST SAYIN ;) the pictures are from rm's birthday last night. dude when we walked in, i thought we were gonna leave pretty quick. it was pretty cool when we stayed, better than i expected. a good number of party fouls though. lalalala :D

what i like about you

is suuucha cute show. i love it :) holly & vince are one of my all-time faaavorite couples. i just watched like hellla epidsodes so yeah. anyways, i made a twitter recently... cus kb told me that i should. yeah, nv was right when she said i was gonna make one sooner or later. it's pretty cool. i wish i knew more people that had it so i can follow them & be nosey :P JUST KIDDING! to whoever reads this, you should totally get a twitter cus it's pretty sick. blah blah blah... i love watching shows or movies that have a couple where one person makes the other person have this like major revelation by saying something that's hella true and then leave to have them think about it. that's probably the reason why i like grey's anatomy so much. that alwaaays happened with derek & meredith. & same with what i like about you with holly & vince. oh maaan. those scenes are so cute! i love it! i love it a lot :)

"hey oh,

now listen to what i say, oh." ;) that song's sooo catchy. omg. it's great. hahaha. anyways, so i've been wanting to write some life stories/experiences in here for a while now. so let's seeeee. i editted my color scheme & the title or whatever. yeah. nothing too special. oh & i changed my song over the weekend cus pg hellla stole my song but then he changed it to something else but i didn't wanna change it back. so yeah, enough rambling. my very first meet at a thrower is on saturday. my first tournament of asian league is at the end of the month. i feel unprepared for basketball though. i shit you not, i'm nervous. i know i'm nowhere near conditioned... or well to the point to where i'm satisfied with where it. (fml for not doing anything today to change that :( :( :( x infinity) MOTIVATION! WTF ARE YOUUU?! i had it good for a week & then it was downhill from there. omg. i have what? a little more than three weeks? I NEEDA GET MY SHIT STRAIGHT & GET ON THAT. omg. cus if i can't even last a full game out of three, i'm screwed. i'm scared that i'm not gonna be as good as i was last year. especially since i haven't really been playing as much as i should & even running as much as i should. omg. i'm so slooow. & my endurance/stamina is TERRIBLE! ah, i can barely do a LEGIT mile with vg :( :( :( i always feel so bad when i run with him cus he's like super all-star athlete cus he like just got outta wrestling & can hang with all that shit. & i can't cus... i've been wasting away my youth by getting fat & not doing anything that'll benefit me later on. i hope to be one of those people that don't go on the computer as much cus they'd rather read a book or work out or... idk, something that's better than killing all these brain cells when my eyes are attached to this screen, yafeeme? ;) hahaha, seriously. i'd really like to be one of those people. i remember reading this bulletin a while back that was like how come an hour in church seems so much longer than an hour ina movie. for me, it's like an hour working out can be sooo much longer than an hour on the computer. that needs to change asap. maybe i'll like hide my internet adapter thing & the battery to my laptop to prevent me from using it as much. hahaha, that's stupid. but it caaan help & seriously, i need as much help as possibleeee. like i said earlier, MOTIVATION, WHERE THE FUUUCK ARE YOU?! not only motivation, but dedication too! it's one thing to be motivated but to stick with it too? yeah, i need that... desperately. idk, i think i need that feeling of obligation. like how i can stick with track & enchantees cus i have that sense of obligation. not only that i have to be there but i should be there cus it'll make me better compared to not doing anything. why can't i have that mentality when it comes to conditioning? ah, yeah.