maaan...

today was not a good day :-/ so i couldn't sleep for shiiiit last night. i was up until like two & woke up at the usual time for school. i was sooooo fucking tired for school man. i even got an extra twenty minutes cus i overslept. anyways, so i don't get chem for shiiiit & i have a test for it tomorrow. i still needa type my essay for english. i know as a fact my essay is not perfect but the person who editted it didn't do shiiiiit. holy shit man. my internet's being gay as fuck. i keep on getting disconnected so it's maaad difficult to keep a conversation with anyone :-\ anyways, i just restarted my internet & hopefully it won't fail on me again. anyways... i felt like shit today dude. ah, i don't even know what to do man. today was hella awkward too... at least after lunch. but hey, i got 100% on my pre-calc test & i was soooo scared i fucked up on that one question. omgggg. that was basically the high point of my day. oh & i picked up my pictures finally so i can add to the collage & whatnot. dude & wtf. i got hella mad today too. so yesterday my mom gave me five bills for christmas & then today my dad was like oh you have to save two hundred & put it in the bank but i'm already saving two hundred for my iphone. so that's four bills already gone & i definitely cannot get all the christmas presents that i needa get. dude, i needa buy fucking two kris kringles; school & enchantees & then like close friend's & siblings. yeah dude, i know as a fact that i don't have enough. & then i was talking to my dad & was like can i have fifty dollars for christmas shopping & he was like yeah so i was just staring at him waiting for him to give me money. & then he pulls some shit! i was like i barely have enough for anything & then he was like well, you still owe me two hundred & I GOT HELLLLLLA MAD. you don't even know. i was like wtf! just take all my money why don't you. like seriously, what's the point of giving me money if i can't even use it? cus my parents could have easily put whatever money in my bank account & then gotten me an iphone & give me whatever's leftover. i wouldn't be mad if it was like that but like getting that money was a great feeling. five crisp bills. omgggg. dude & then my dad was being the fattest jew when i was telling him about christmas shopping. he was like why're you getting them gifts? who are these people anyways blah blah blah. i was like wtf man. seriously? ugh. & i haaate driving with my dad cus it always makes me feel like shit so i get ina bad ass mood so i start driving hella shitty. maaaaan. i don't even know dude. whatever... i need salvation dude. :-/