are you fucking serious?

dude, today was not good. so at this very moment, i'm in my brother's room cus i don't wanna be in my room just in case my dad goes in there for something cus i really didn't like today at all. okay, maybe not at all cus when that sophomore ripped his pants... that was pretty funny. other than that, my day was not good at all. even before i got to school today sucked. so i'm in the car on the way to school & i'm not driving. i needed to study anyways. so we're like close to school & the radio's being shitty & all it is is fucking commercials. so it's on one station & it's like a fucking commercial for like the mama mia dvd or whatever. i got bored of it so i changed the station & my dad was like what?! when's it coming out? so i changed it back & then it said like tuesday or something so i changed it again & he started bitching out! he was like i was listening to that! where is it coming out? you have no respect & then he turned off the radio & it was a long five minutes until i got to school. but dude, WTF! it's obviously coming out to wherever all dvds are sold. i swear dude. it was hella unnecessary. like it hasn't even come out yet & i doubt that it would be at suuuch a high demand that you have to like camp out or something. so i pissed & then when i get into school, i'm seriously freaking out cus i needed help for ethics & everyone i asked was being a dick. first person i asked was ls & he was like no, it's in my locker. if you helped me laaast night blah blah blah. i stopped listening cus i was pissed already. then i asked vg & he wouldn't help me either cus he was being difficult as fuck. i was seriously not ina mood to mess around. it's bad enough that i'm stressed as fuck but i was already pissed. dude, it's not a good mix. lucky jb came to my ethics rescue & i was good to go for the quiz. so ethics was boring then it was break then spanish; had my spanish oral for that. i like to think that i did pretty good. blah blah blah then it was time for my pre-calc quiz. i think i did bad on it. so i needa do good on that final too. at lunch, we went up to the veranda for gh's "surprise" birthday thing that failed at the beginning cus we weren't even outside when he got there. but ag's almond roca "cookies" were the shit! hahaha. anyways, rally was boring. school ended & it was time for lifting. it was okay. at the end, i hellllla stole the break from coach p. it was an accident cus i wasn't expecting him to say anything & jm was hellla nudging me to say it so i was like okay. i felt bad & embarassed but whatever. i lived. so i get outta lifting & i call my dad asking where he was & he said my brother was supposed to pick me up. so i called my brother & he was like are you at bart? THEFUCK?! i don't take bart after lifting cus i'm usually too tired. good thing we did light weight. so i didn't wanna wait at school by myself so i took bart with jm, ie, & gh. mb met us up at bart. so i'm at civic center & my dad calls me "i'm outside." after i hung up i realized what he said. so i called him back & was like i'm not even at school. i'm at bart & he started bitching out saying that i don't communicate with him. AREYOUFUCKINGSERIOUS? i've had the save exact schedule for weeeeks now. i even wrote it down for him a few months ago. 330. i get out of lifting at 3 fucking 30 every monday wednesday & friday. & he has the nerve to tell me that i don't communicate with him? seriously. i couldn't take it dude. i hella broke down at bart. i hate crying in front of people. i really do. it makes me feel so weak & vulnerable. dude, i didn't even want a ride home. i would've taken bart just so i can have some more me time but my brother wouldn't let me cus he told my dad that he'd pick me up. whatever, i chilled with ie, mb, & jm for a little bit then i left. dude, i can't even eat. it's not like i don't want to, i just like... can't. i'm not in the mood for it. & i have to leave for b league practice in like an hour or something. i really don't wanna go. it's not even that i'm lazy. i just feel too weak & irritable to do anything. i swear man. i can't deal with this. i don't like how this year is ending. i don't like it one bit. i seriously cannot wait until i get my license. it'll be soooo much easier so i don't have to deal with my dad's shit anymore. omg. i feel so down right now dude. you don't even know. man, i'm so fucking stressed now dude. holy shit. i have to start studying for finals to raise my grades & not deal with my dad & all his drama. so fuck that shit. i cannot wait for break.